The Crab Apple

Och you know sometimes life throws you so many curveballs, you start thinking your balls are curved.

I mean take relationships right. What can you do? Sometimes they, other people, completely do your head in right?

You think that you're going along making some headway, building something between two folks, ships in the night, chips wrapped in the same paper, angst wrapped in new knickers and then wham, you're not in the picture anymore.

Suddenly we, is no longer. After all in matters of the heart mostly, regardless of any supposed definites, all you've really got is hope and a prayer.

You meet someone, you like them , there are a few obstacles in the way, you get over those obstacles, you see that person again, maybe you think too much about the situation and then you make a decision.

The decision you make is that you really really like someone and you are going to go for it, you are gonna commit to that person, get to know them much much better, laugh with them, be ridiculous with them and see if they are indeed 'the one'.

And then 'kablowey' 'kaboom' 'karrrccrrrunch', holy cuttlefish batman you are no longer in the picture, it turns out that you have in fact been turned out, as in, no longer the apple of the other's eye, more like the crab apple that nobody wants.

Ah if my heart wasn't set for bursting, it would of burst already.

Rejection comes in threes apparently.